For several nights
I wondered why
you chose to cry
on me.
I had nothing
to do with you.
I felt so unable
to fill your many needs
that instead
I stayed away.
So why
would you be interested
in selfish
snobby
little
me?
Yet you looked so
forlorn
lonely
and miserable...
So I sat down
at your side
with nothing to say.
Finally
Perhaps because
I wanted so hard
Finally
after all these years
I saw
There is something
I can give you.
Do you need a hug?
A barely visible nod
and suddenly
you were in my arms.
(Had I kept you waiting
too long?)
What next?
I don't even know you
After all these years...
But finally
perhaps because
I felt for you
I knew
The only thing to say.
"It's OK to cry."
I don't know
what you cried for
that day:
Fear of the future?
Longing for the past?
Something else, maybe.
So my tears
were for only one thing:
No longer a stranger
I cried
for the pain
of a friend.
and I'm still crying for you.
May the day soon come
when there will be no more cause for tears
and those of us who shared pain
can truly be part of the shared joy.
I wondered why
you chose to cry
on me.
I had nothing
to do with you.
I felt so unable
to fill your many needs
that instead
I stayed away.
So why
would you be interested
in selfish
snobby
little
me?
Yet you looked so
forlorn
lonely
and miserable...
So I sat down
at your side
with nothing to say.
Finally
Perhaps because
I wanted so hard
Finally
after all these years
I saw
There is something
I can give you.
Do you need a hug?
A barely visible nod
and suddenly
you were in my arms.
(Had I kept you waiting
too long?)
What next?
I don't even know you
After all these years...
But finally
perhaps because
I felt for you
I knew
The only thing to say.
"It's OK to cry."
I don't know
what you cried for
that day:
Fear of the future?
Longing for the past?
Something else, maybe.
So my tears
were for only one thing:
No longer a stranger
I cried
for the pain
of a friend.
and I'm still crying for you.
May the day soon come
when there will be no more cause for tears
and those of us who shared pain
can truly be part of the shared joy.
7 comments:
Excellent poem
We all need someone to cry on sometimes...
You write beautifully.
You sound like a really good friend. I like the way you write too!
Thanks.
I'm not a good friend... I haven't spoken to this person since... I have nothing to say again. (We don't see each other often -- I mean, it's not like I'm avoiding her. I just haven't called or anything)
But yeah... It was an extremely moving moment. Still makes me sniffle. And I'm not a big crier. I don't think I did it justice on paper, but it was worth a shot.
Beautiful...
It IS ok..and quite therapeutic to cry sometimes
i used to be a stoic person who never cried for others... only for myself and when i watched tearjerkers like the little mermaid...
that changed.
now, anything sets me off...
that poem can almost b talking about us bas melech! the only thing is that we still haven't seen each other...and do i know u yet?
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